No matter how old we are or how many miles we’ve traveled, it can just take a scent or an old familiar meal and we are suddenly transported back home again to when we were small children. When I close my eyes, I can see my village like it was when I was young . . . so many memories.

When I Was Young - KP Yohannan - Gospel for AsiaNarrow winding paths
Golden paddy fields
Summer time
Harvest time.
Children

flying kites
running naked
climbing trees
picking fruits
playing hide-and-seek
I too.

I remember
the way it was
in my village
when I was young.

Summer

came to an end

I was sad

for school would soon start.

I had to go

a mile away
from my home.

Walking each day

barefooted
to the kindergarten
to a half-naked teacher
to learn the alphabet
and to count numbers.

We sat on the dirt floor
With my finger

I wrote in the sand
Aa, Aaa, Ee, Eee
Onne, Rande, Munne

And that
is the way it was
in my village
when I was young.

Everyone knew

everyone else
like a big family
helping each other
in time of need.

Loving folks

innocent
cared for others
taking risks.

And that
is the way it was
in my village
when I was young.

No roads

no street lights
no police station
of course no liquor shops
drugs were unknown
drunkards were outcasts
wife beating was a shame
young people didn’t smoke.

We respected teachers

and old folks alike.

And that
is the way it was
in my village
when I was young.

When I Was Young - KP Yohannan - Gospel for AsiaAs the sun went to sleep

kerosene lamps
lit up the whole village
like a starry night.

Evening time

family prayer time
singing and praying.

One could hear it

from every house
and tiny hut.

And that
is the way it was
in my village
when I was young.

When someone died

the whole village
felt the pain.

Most cried

in the crowded house
of the dead.

Times have changed

everything has changed

Now

only a few come
they talk and laugh
in the house of the dead

and I wonder
what happened to
feelings anymore.

And it is no longer
the way it was
in my village
when I was young.

Liquor shops

are a common sight

drunks in public

stumble along.

Criminals roam the streets

without fear

while common folks

live in fear.

For the law

doesn’t punish
the guilty anymore.

And it is not
the way it was
in my village
when I was young.

Students

in politics

Most fail in studies

and in life alike.

From the top

orders come
to strike in public
to burn buses
to stop trains
provoke police
let a few get killed
or at least get beaten.

These innocent lambs

sacrificed on the altar of greed
by corrupt politicians
to secure their power
while their own children
study abroad.

And it is not
the way it was
in my village
when I was young.

Megatons of poison

dumped into our fields
washed into rivers
killing all fish.

Bribes ensure that the corruption

continues on

not even the media
ever talk about this crime.
Environment

is destroyed

Look around

if you will

What kind of future

will your children
and grandchildren have?

And it is not
the way it was
in my village
when I was young.

Roads
Street lights
Cars and bikes
Running water
TV, VCR
Telephone
Telefax
Telegram
Computers
Microwave

When I Was Young - KP Yohannan - Gospel for AsiaEnglish-medium schools
Children, only four years old,

in uniforms
each one carrying
armloads of books
running for school bus
and away from their childhood

Removed from nature

sand dunes
butterflies
picking fruits
frogs and ponds

Unaware they are

children turned to adults.

Now we have it all

and it all has made
our lives so complicated

Each one cares

for no one else

Our hearts

have turned to stones.

Old people

now a burden
lonely and forgotten
sit in a corner
they wish to die

So do their children

for no one has time

for anyone anymore.
How it all happened
I don’t know.

But it is not
the way it was
in my village
when I was young.

Two weeks ago

a man killed
a man
with a dagger
while others watched.

They say

he was drunk
stabbed his friend
and all that happened
from a quarrel
over a five rupee note.

And I ask

how come
he is still free
to go free?

The truth

is too painful

The politicians

and police
for the bribe they received
let him go
free.

The church

is sleeping
in the light

They have forgotten

to pray
for the land.

While the innocent

weep
day and night
in their huts
no one cares
no one weeps.

I cry with a few.

Questions are many

answers are few

Where will it all end?
I know it must.

And it is not
the way it was
in my village
when I was young.

When I Was Young - KP Yohannan - Gospel for Asia

The sun sets
in the morning

empty homes
empty faces
greedy eyes
lazy workers
trying to make
more money
any way they can
no matter
who gets hurt.

Evening comes
Family prayers

replaced with
TV and VCR
and sounds of silence.

Street lights

illumine the village
for an empty people
with hearts of stone
who live in the dark.

And it is not
the way it was
in my village
when I was young.

Take note

you praying folks
police and politicians

I plead with you

to let Christ
change your life

To do all you can

to save this village
before it is too late.

And oh,
how I wish
it would be
the way it was
in my village
when I was young.

Read more of Dr. KP Yohannan’s poems in his book Dance Not for Time

Dr. KP Yohannan